Sunday, April 7, 2013

starting the day

falling like the stars
the drops of water fall
from the ends of the
wrung-out washcloth
and hang there

sharp in the light
 from the hallway
like diamonds,
they are cold
as they fall to touch

and bite the skin
like teeth (or spindles)
they pierce deep
running to my elbow
they collide

but i wipe them away.

another touch of cold
to start the day.

Friday, April 5, 2013

Lives of the Monster Dogs


Lives of the Monster Dogs by Kirsten Bakis

Are the monster dogs a hoax? An elaborate myth? An urban legend?

 Cleo Pira saw their landing in New York. She becomes friends with two of them in particular- Ludwig and Lydia- and learns that they are much more than just dogs with the ability to speak and to walk upright. They have all the desires, dreams, wishes, and reasoning which humans possess- but in a dog's body. While they have much intelligence, their dog's bodies pose some unique problems, which their leader, Klaue Lutz, intends to keep secret, along with the dark history which led to their creation, and later, their exodus to New York.

(spoilers after this point)

Ostensibly written by Ludwig, the Monster Dog's historian, and later collected by Cleo, The Lives of the Monster Dogs is a novel which seems to relate the story of how the Monster Dogs came to New York, and how they left it. However, it carries much more weight than it seems.

The dogs struggle between brutality and civilization, and this struggle is encapsulated in the disease which plagues many of the dogs- temporary fits which take form in a return to their dog natures, which they do not remember when they again return to their own natures. Ludwig in particular suffers from this disease, concealing it from Cleo. He lapses into depression, to the point where he contemplates suicide. When Cleo realizes this, she confiscates his keys, and cuts him off from any way of attempting suicide.This tragic decline provides much of the impetus of the story.

Some of the dogs embrace the purpose of soldiering and killing which they were bred for, while Lydia refuses to fight, except when in danger or when fighting is absolutely necessary. The monster dogs are the creation of a half-mad genius, and were raised in a remote settlement in Canada, which retained the 18th-century German traditions of the settlers. The loathsome Augustus Rank created his own race

This pull between the contrasting eras of 18th century Prussia and 20th century New York further sets the dogs apart, creating even more of a gulf between them and humans. Not only are the dogs seen as unusual creatures, they are out of time, and so are even more out of place.

This tragic tale of how the dogs come to New York, and the chaos which occurs afterword, is populated with rounded characters, who not only intrigue, but have their own contradictions and character flaws.
 The struggle of the monster dogs to find a place in this new world is engaging, as is Cleo's struggle to understand them.

 The Lives of the Monster Dogs does exactly what its title promises: it depicts the strange beginnings of the "monster dogs," and their final decline. But it is the individual "monster dogs" that make the story great: the legendary Mops Hacker, the refined Lydia, the knowledgeable Ludwig, and their ruthless leader, Klaue, who each have their own story of how they either clung to their humanity or forsook it.

Sunday, March 31, 2013

seasoning the time

the pendulum sways
inside its house of seasoned wood
it waits at the top of the stairs
ticking off the seconds
between breath and breath,

exhale, complete, below
the clock-face that stays
full and bloated, above the landing
like a perfectly circular
seed, above the noise

that is the pendulum
the pendulum that
waits and so do i
(at the bottom of the stairs)
as the seconds slide, stretch by

and the clock face
does not rise
(like the moon)
but stays fixed there
(in the sky)



Sunday, March 10, 2013

instinct of fire

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"the instinct of fire
is to consume"
to char whatever it touches
or so they say

in a forest a fire is life
 well, death first
but life biting its tail
sometimes they're the same

fire is a tiger
that lives in the dark tangle of brush
weeding out the weakling deer
clambers up into the spreading boughs

the old trees fall
 wreathed in red tongues
and flailing, grasping for another tree
their branches spread the hungering flames

but without the fire
no new growth can survive
choked at the root by older trees
it withers

but when fire comes before
the green vines
like cold mist
follow after

like a tiger
(as far as I know)
the instinct of fire
is to leap

to climb the boughs of the trees
to climb the ridgepole of the roof
and extinguish, spent
at the beauty of the blue sky above


Sunday, March 3, 2013

lying moment

floating luminescent orb
of the moon
dances outside my window

for only a moment
it is there
captured through the red

velvet curtains of skin
that are my eyelids
I open them

and the afterimage glimmers still
I hurry down-stairs
opening the front door

 to find the glow of a streetlamp
its bulb fluttering with moths
as they press their wings

(scent of their burning
filling the night air)
to its hot surface

trying to find something
warm to hold

and I go back into the house
and draw my red curtains

and try to find again
that lying moment

Saturday, February 23, 2013

Saturday Stumblings

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These links are articles I've read this week that have impressed me or challenged me in some way. They've made me think, or enlightened me, and sometimes, they've pointed out a problem that I think needs to be solved. They all have one thing in common- I stumbled upon them while browsing the web, thinking that I wouldn't read anything particularly interesting, and was proven wrong.


Reading and Writing

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A Fire In the Belly
 What did eighteenth-century surgeons think of Spontaneous Human Combustion? What part did this phenomenon play in the Temperance Movement? This article from Lapham's Quarterly explores these questions.

Edward Gorey's strange, curious world

 This Salon article commemorates what would have been Edward Gorey's 88th birthday.


 
Geekery
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 A suit that can not only allow the wearer to tell when someone is approaching them, but can also allow the wearer to sense exactly where the stranger is.

In Reality, Nebulae Offer No Place for Spaceships to Hide
It's impossible for spaceships to hide in a nebula, simply because they are too faint to hide a starship.


sailing

rasping (against
two ragged edges of fingernail)
my ticket tugs in the wind

i hold it lightly (not firmly, in a fist,
crumpling it with my urge to hold on)
but clamp two fingers around its edge

as a canvas sail bellies outward
(brimming with sea air), the ticket
catches the wind, bringing me with it

the sky, (overfull of clouds),
darkens, a storm approaching
a water droplet wets my sail

i dry it on my sleeve
and refasten my hold
on the ticket

i don't care about the state
of the paper or the ink, as long as
it gets me to

a place
that place

the place
that i

am going




Saturday, January 5, 2013

Saturday Stumblings


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These links are articles I've read this week that have impressed me or challenged me in some way. They've made me think, or enlightened me, and sometimes, they've pointed out a problem that I think needs to be solved. They all have one thing in common- I stumbled upon them while browsing the web, thinking that I wouldn't read anything particularly interesting, and was proven wrong.


Reading and Writing

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The archetype of  "Girls Underground"
 A post identifying an archetype found in many fairytales, books, movies, and TV shows, this is a thoroughly intriguing read. 

 Death of Bees Captures a Grim, Gory Coming-of-Age

"Left on their own in Glasgow's Hazlehurst housing estate, Marnie and Nelly attempt to avoid suspicion after the mysterious death of their parents — at least until Marnie can become a legal guardian for her younger sister." An NPR interview with the author of The Death Of Bees, a new bildungsroman that seems to be both humorous and dark.

Why I Believe 99 Cent E-books Are Bad for Authors and Readers 
  I've always been a little leery of those .99 cent deals you see on Amazon's Kindle store. This article puts those ill-formed thoughts into words better than I ever could.


Social Issues

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 All the (Real) Geek Girls

The idea of the Fake Geek Girl (aka the idea that most girls who say they're geeks are not real geeks but are just posing as such to attract geek guys) is one of the silliest that I've ever heard. This article points out the reasons why there's not one standard for what a "geek" should be.

The Psychology of the Fake Geek Girl
Why do people believe in such a thing as a Fake Geek Girl? This article talks about the damaging ideas behind the belief in the stereotype.


Geekery

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When we blink, we're not only cleansing our eyes, we're reflecting and examining. 



In Europe and Australia, a short film entitled Black Angel was shown before the Empire Strikes Back. It was lost, until quite recently.